not really in good mood
haven spoken more than ten sentence of word the whole day
went to chi ji food fair
help to buy food .. the journey there was silence
mum went on her own
dad went on his own
came back
mum bang the door lock herself in it
dad sat in living room doing nothing
me ... what to do ... be there witnessing the cold war
mum went out the whole day
dad do his thing
me stuck in this damn house doing nothing
friends doing CS thing ....
although it is tiring
i still prefer to be there
than being here seeing all this thing happening
i rather being used my someone else
at least im useful
than staying in here
i want to go out the whole day ...
don't wan to see all this ..............
sleepless night
i miss him alot ...
i understand he has things to do ...
again i had the same bad nightmare replay everytime
everytime i cried because of the nightmare
the nightmare is indeed terrifying
im afraid of being alone
don't want to be dumb .....
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wendy...
ReplyDeletei know i may be a little annoying..
hmm..
just wanna let u know that, God is with you,
hey, do PRAY and BELIEVE,
miracle will happen,
pray for ur parents too...
and for urself
PLEASE, ask God for strength and ask for rest.
without rest, even a small problem can be very tough.
trust me, trust GOd,
nothing is impossible,
turn to Him.
im sorry that i cant be your side....
but Be strong my friend!