i wan to leave here as soon as possible
i wan to leave
i wan to leave
i wan to get out from here
i tolerate
i tolerate
wait and see i will free myself from u
i wan to get out
i wan to leave this place
i tolerate
no more tears
no more weeping
im going to be stronger and get the hell out from here
be strong
be strong
i tolerate u
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
very down...........
turn off phones
don't want to listen to any call
mood so down
haiz...
wendy its time to get head into ur plan
i really miss all my friends in secondary school
nats ,, dingdong, cat, meiping , louise
misss them
breaking free
i think its time again for me to put a full stop
we are two diff world ppl........
head back
focus!!!!!!!!!!!! in my study
turn off phones
don't want to listen to any call
mood so down
haiz...
wendy its time to get head into ur plan
i really miss all my friends in secondary school
nats ,, dingdong, cat, meiping , louise
misss them
breaking free
i think its time again for me to put a full stop
we are two diff world ppl........
head back
focus!!!!!!!!!!!! in my study
Thursday, October 15, 2009
now they are playing mahjong
gosh can't tahan d ...
im the silly girl sitting aside watching them play
im not really fond in it ... hehehe
but really hillarious to see them play
wosh long time i didn't log in and tell my story
now it is time to report d
well let me start from 10/10
that day it was a friday i was really happy
because mum finally agree to let me go
haha that nitez pei shin and pei shi invite me to SUNRISE
there
hahah the place there was really nice i like that place
it is beside the beach and above sky high were stars all over
no matter how that nitez is the first time parents allow me to stay out late outside till 2 am
the next day is my birthday
honestly i was quite dissapointed when most of my friend give me aeroplane
this year birthday was exciting i get to celebrate my birthday in paradise hotel
first of all i started to pack things up and drive my white kancil to pick up thing lin
then head to paradise to check in
we reach first them met hanniel there
he was in his black shirt and there it is the pink doggy hahah
it was so quite
he gave me two present this year ...
one doggy and a handmade present
thing lin left us both walking at the beach i was really happy
then uncle and his friend stop by
we had donat and mum homecook curry and friendrice
mum and dad stop by and my face got smash with cakes by my dear brother
then mimi and daddy and caroline came
so glad they came ... it was really a great day i was really really really happy
and continuosly i received several sms wishing me ...
later on .... they started playing cards hahah...me leh be ASAM hahaha but im glad to be so .... i started to clean up
nite fall we went to segafredo to drink
it disappointed xian ... sorry
i din't know it would be like tat
.......
on my birthday i got a surprise present from the gov... i got the SPA offer at last
and get to study half medical for free and been assure of a job...
this offer is indeed temptating is just that ........
im not sure wheather i will leave or stay ... because in kolej
and in pr i had already settle down ... it is not time yet ........
but no matter how im still going for it
take as though it is a try ba........
god bless me ba.... hope i can get so i can study for free
and then parents won't have the burden of paying those fees ..........
now they are still playing mahjong and im here typing ....
gosh can't tahan d ...
im the silly girl sitting aside watching them play
im not really fond in it ... hehehe
but really hillarious to see them play
wosh long time i didn't log in and tell my story
now it is time to report d
well let me start from 10/10
that day it was a friday i was really happy
because mum finally agree to let me go
haha that nitez pei shin and pei shi invite me to SUNRISE
there
hahah the place there was really nice i like that place
it is beside the beach and above sky high were stars all over
no matter how that nitez is the first time parents allow me to stay out late outside till 2 am
the next day is my birthday
honestly i was quite dissapointed when most of my friend give me aeroplane
this year birthday was exciting i get to celebrate my birthday in paradise hotel
first of all i started to pack things up and drive my white kancil to pick up thing lin
then head to paradise to check in
we reach first them met hanniel there
he was in his black shirt and there it is the pink doggy hahah
it was so quite
he gave me two present this year ...
one doggy and a handmade present
thing lin left us both walking at the beach i was really happy
then uncle and his friend stop by
we had donat and mum homecook curry and friendrice
mum and dad stop by and my face got smash with cakes by my dear brother
then mimi and daddy and caroline came
so glad they came ... it was really a great day i was really really really happy
and continuosly i received several sms wishing me ...
later on .... they started playing cards hahah...me leh be ASAM hahaha but im glad to be so .... i started to clean up
nite fall we went to segafredo to drink
it disappointed xian ... sorry
i din't know it would be like tat
.......
on my birthday i got a surprise present from the gov... i got the SPA offer at last
and get to study half medical for free and been assure of a job...
this offer is indeed temptating is just that ........
im not sure wheather i will leave or stay ... because in kolej
and in pr i had already settle down ... it is not time yet ........
but no matter how im still going for it
take as though it is a try ba........
god bless me ba.... hope i can get so i can study for free
and then parents won't have the burden of paying those fees ..........
now they are still playing mahjong and im here typing ....
Friday, October 9, 2009
interesting day
9 okt
today class starts at 11am
finish at one pm....
it was indeed interesting day haha
first meet the principal to discuss about my problem concerning cs
then meeting with my PR group for the following assignment hahah
have fun with it
then went for lunch at the canteen with pei shi , pei qing , canon , hanniel and me
i can't finish the lausy food
then after giving pei shi pei qing a lift home
hanniel took me to redbox to meet some of his friends
one of them i know is kenny
they were really hilarious i like them they are so cool
then he sent home to get dress
for later nite event
i was so so so so sooooooooo happy my mum allow me to come out at nitez
haha
i got dress up clean and nice
and today he dressed up very very handsome
amaze by him
he came and drive me on the way picking up pei qing and pei shi
we went to SUN SET in batu feringgi
we went there and talk whole nite with drinks
hanniel order a bucket of beer
haha i tried some hahahahha but dare not drink lots
so........i afraid he might be drunk
we have fun fun time chatting and the beach was peace .... sea water washing on shore , stars lighting bright above it was a beautiful scene .....
i came home around 2 am hehehe...........
it was really a fun nite out..................................................
today class starts at 11am
finish at one pm....
it was indeed interesting day haha
first meet the principal to discuss about my problem concerning cs
then meeting with my PR group for the following assignment hahah
have fun with it
then went for lunch at the canteen with pei shi , pei qing , canon , hanniel and me
i can't finish the lausy food
then after giving pei shi pei qing a lift home
hanniel took me to redbox to meet some of his friends
one of them i know is kenny
they were really hilarious i like them they are so cool
then he sent home to get dress
for later nite event
i was so so so so sooooooooo happy my mum allow me to come out at nitez
haha
i got dress up clean and nice
and today he dressed up very very handsome
amaze by him
he came and drive me on the way picking up pei qing and pei shi
we went to SUN SET in batu feringgi
we went there and talk whole nite with drinks
hanniel order a bucket of beer
haha i tried some hahahahha but dare not drink lots
so........i afraid he might be drunk
we have fun fun time chatting and the beach was peace .... sea water washing on shore , stars lighting bright above it was a beautiful scene .....
i came home around 2 am hehehe...........
it was really a fun nite out..................................................
Monday, October 5, 2009
gave up .......... leave it as it is ...
watever and how my birthday will be .......don't care any more
hope xian , nats, ding dong are there to celebrate with me .....i wish mei ping could attend
and louise too but they can't ........
wish that i could have another dream of mine come true .....
wish that everyone wil be happy and healthy forever
wish that my health will always be good
watever and how my birthday will be .......don't care any more
hope xian , nats, ding dong are there to celebrate with me .....i wish mei ping could attend
and louise too but they can't ........
wish that i could have another dream of mine come true .....
wish that everyone wil be happy and healthy forever
wish that my health will always be good
my birthday coming soon i doubt
my bestie remember it ??
honestly
im really disappointed with my besties
except for a few of them ... who remember it
haiz.......
book a hotel room planning of having fun
is my 18 birthday ... want it to be special
sad .......really heartbreaking
when someone promise me at first and then
break it .....
i hope to celebrate my birthday with all my bestie around ........ i don't wan any fancy expensive gift
i don't mind if u all come empty handed
what i ask for is just .....ur companion.....
sad
sad
sad
haizzzzzzzzzzz
is that too much to ask for ??
my bestie remember it ??
honestly
im really disappointed with my besties
except for a few of them ... who remember it
haiz.......
book a hotel room planning of having fun
is my 18 birthday ... want it to be special
sad .......really heartbreaking
when someone promise me at first and then
break it .....
i hope to celebrate my birthday with all my bestie around ........ i don't wan any fancy expensive gift
i don't mind if u all come empty handed
what i ask for is just .....ur companion.....
sad
sad
sad
haizzzzzzzzzzz
is that too much to ask for ??
Saturday, October 3, 2009
3 okt
early morning got to go to granny's house to help out
haha cakes for later dinner .... i do de o 
after that 'lim teh ' ceremony
lim teh thingy
damn hot hot hot sweating all over
went to tarc to copy my time table
resutl haven get it ...frust
mum fell down and hurt her knee
at nite went for dinner again ...wedding dinner
i drank some alcohol ...dizzy dizzy and headache d
came back that time got a big present
i slip and fall due to being a superwomen
safe someone and fell down
got deep deep cut
damn painfull when i wash the wounds with salt water
i even twisted my leg
damn it
college going to start this monday
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dinner haven start rest a while start zilian ==
mummy and meeeeeee
sakit arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
haha cakes for later dinner .... i do de o 
after that 'lim teh ' ceremony
lim teh thingydamn hot hot hot sweating all over
went to tarc to copy my time table
resutl haven get it ...frust
mum fell down and hurt her knee
at nite went for dinner again ...wedding dinner
i drank some alcohol ...dizzy dizzy and headache d
came back that time got a big present
i slip and fall due to being a superwomen
safe someone and fell down
got deep deep cut
damn painfull when i wash the wounds with salt water
i even twisted my leg
damn it
college going to start this monday
and my leg >>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< sob ="=" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgZda7-79fKmFD-_BPlqym_8dlCuuqib1Gabs2BGhWtVhqLDYsIl5BG05gDr3R-s7ftRZq3SmdxzTxRYi9_psvsOwyYygtIZjX53I8D3lvAaHpl9Zwxsfk1AnQRY1cXTvxZdEQpDtNb038/s1600-h/DSC05167.JPG">
dinner haven start rest a while start zilian ==
mummy and meeeeeee
sakit arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
2 okt
today morning went to do hair...
wau sit there for 2 hours ...
ass numb d
at nite went for dinner because
seh guan ko ko 's wedding
wau sit there for 2 hours ...
ass numb d
at nite went for dinner because
seh guan ko ko 's wedding
Thursday, October 1, 2009
oktober month
first of oktober
darrick and u wen 's birthday
lots of ppl birthday o
2 okt yeli
4 okt meiping
7 okt adelene
10 okt xue qi
11 okt alvin , meiting, ME
15 okt wei quan
18 okt ern xin
20 okt ai hong , tian hwang and jin wen
today he went to taiping for XIA XIANG
he and xian gone
miss them both
today went to pm alone
shop shop
met wei quan chat for long
make an appointment to do my hair tomolo
went to QQ to eat ramen
nitez went for tandoori chicken
then read story books and sms with xian and him
until one am something
he did not reply
darrick and u wen 's birthday
lots of ppl birthday o
2 okt yeli
4 okt meiping
7 okt adelene
10 okt xue qi
11 okt alvin , meiting, ME
15 okt wei quan
18 okt ern xin
20 okt ai hong , tian hwang and jin wen
today he went to taiping for XIA XIANG
he and xian gone
miss them both
today went to pm alone
shop shop
met wei quan chat for long
make an appointment to do my hair tomolo
went to QQ to eat ramen
nitez went for tandoori chicken
then read story books and sms with xian and him
until one am something
he did not reply
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