THINKING ...

what should i do ?
exam coming pressure and tension creeping up in my vein
hate those eyes looking at me
hate their expectation...
hate to be alone
hate to be hated
hate to tell a lie
hate smoker and drinker
hate developer... hate those pollute the environment

seek for freedom
seek for fun
seek for entertainment
seek for adventure
seek for a better future
seek for new hope and new dreams that guide me to the future

love purple
love my family
love romance
love to be care
love to have love
love drawing
love daydreaming
love to have friends by myside
love everyone i care
love greeny love mother nature
love vacation on smooth beach
love kids ...they are so cute

hope to have a purple crytal
hope to go to ITALY ROME FRANCE and london
hope to get a high pay job
hope to own my dream house with design of my own
hope that i own a ( si ye cao ) four leave plant hehe
( my personal believe ....)
hope that i can get back my family
hope to get mother's love care ...hope to be treated like a baby
hope that my friend will never forget me.......

miley cyrus butterfly fly away i LOVE THIS SONG

you tucked me in
turned out the light
kept me safe and sound at night
little girls depend on things like that
brushed my teeth and combed my hair
had to drive me every where
you were always there when i looked back
you had to do it all alone
make a living, make a home
must have bin as hard as it could be
and when i couldn't sleep at night
scared things wouldn't turn out right
you would hold my hand and sing to me
caterpillar in the tree
how you wonder who you'll be
can't go far but you can always dream
wish you may and wish you might
don't you worry, hold on tight
i promise you there will come a day
butterfly fly away
(hold)
butterfly fly away(butterfly fly away)
got your wings now you cant stay
take those dreams and make them all come true
(hold)
butterfly fly away(butterfly fly away)
you've bin waiting for this day
all along and known just what to do
(hold)
butterfly x3
butterfly fly away
(hold)
butterfly fly away
(hold)
butterfly fly away

friday went hiking in youth park
that is the best day i ever had
my dream come true ahahhaah
so happy damn happy
went for movie kung fu cyborg

saturday boring day
evening got dinner so
one word boring

sunday
went to a friends house
tought zj homework
glad he is ok but still feel the pinch
then went to gurney to meet wei loong ge ge
haah at last .......love ge ge lots
hope to talk to him longer
then went back home
nite went to sunshine farlim

monday

class was normal
mass communication quiz result A-
media electronic quiz result A-
hubungan etnik A-
english damn it got B+
left IT don't know wish me luck lo

im sorry i regret but .. that is still my decision
thank that you care for me so much and yet i hurt you
and sorry i can only say ......
i will be your best friend ...............

sunday today wake up late
do nothing mum went out to buy food for food fair thingy something like that
me started working plus doing stupid house work
later on teach will study cos his pmr is coming soon
then study ............. thats all nothing special

recently im so confused
i make lots of mistake and i regret it
i should not have started it .........

today is mum's birthday nothing special just like tat lo
went out to market for lunch with mum
then comeback home do nothing
kena marah again
then surprise cake for mum
then went out makan with auntie kam
then went to xiao qin aunty house
got scolding
chat wit keyin and xian
no mood at all